There is a God. You are not Him.
You can’t expect God to do any more than what you are willing to let Him do through you!
“But without faith it is impossible to please Him: for he that cometh to God must believe that He is, and that He is a rewarder of them that diligently seek Him.” Hebrews 6:11
No one becomes more righteous by counting another’s sins.
“Surely the churning of milk bringeth forth butter, and the wringing of the nose bringeth forth blood: so the forcing of wrath bringeth forth strife.” Proverbs 30:33
“These things I have spoken unto you, that in me ye might have peace. In the world ye shall have tribulation: but be of good cheer; I have overcome the world.” John 16:33
God is all-knowing, all-powerful, and loving. That makes His plan better than yours.